Do you ever feel so lonely that you don’t even want to deal with you? Where the fuck is the off switch to life? Oh right it’s sleep. Loljks not tierd…. So what the fuck now….

The chase is a game where I feel like i’m always losing no matter what. I wait all day for him to text me, getting pissed he hasn’t texted me back, getting sad he hasn’t texted me back. He texts me back, then i’m mad he took so long, then I take forever to reply so that he can wait just as I did, then I get sad that I can’t talk to him cause i’m busy trying to act all hard to get like I feel hes playing. 

…. This game is BALLS. I WANNA QUIT. Why can’t we just play sex.  

My milkshake brings no boys to the yard.  

I think i’m falling in love, and that scares me because I do so easily and so fast. I don’t want to be hurt, and I don’t want to end up lonelier than I was in the first place. 

So please kiss softly and slowly, because we are only so fragile. - Jean Parllion 

In an ideal world I can become and artist and becomes incredibly rich and famous off it. I feel like me being an actor or singer is more likely and I can’t even act or sing. My fucking dream reality SUCKS.

merp. came back from vacation and met some nice boy. to bad we don’t live in the same place, its like a death. I swear, so now i’m back in Toronto with the same asshole boys I was so excited to leave and now I have to deal with them…this sad sad equation. 
Never like math.  

On the bright side, i’m getting a new phone.  

I have figured out the secret to invisible mini music players. 
I bet you want to know what it is?
TO BAD. I’M NOT FUCKING TELLING.

Did a photoshoot, my first one by myself. Not like i do them often, but when i do it’s with friends who are all so much more beautiful than moi #alwaysabackgroundbitch. But my friend Rob who just got a new VinFILMca. just had to use it asap so he paid me Chinese food to do it. 
Some photos are up.

ANYWAYS. we went to Chinese food and O MY LAWD. 

DISFRIED RICE MAN. 

Just look at it. It’s in a pineapple. it’s pineapple fried rice. Where are we? Is this real life? 

Basically, when we jam we jam ordering Chinese food. And were not not nice about it, were thuggin. We bring that shit into a secluded area and we devour like proper hoe demons. We dunnn want no males up in our chow. 

I’m taking my G1 test today after much procrastination. Dis mutha fuka is gunna drive! Or fail….fail and the roads shall live to see another day.
I honestly can’t see myself driving, its just one of those things that just don’t seem to be in the cards.

I like transit…don’t I? My friends love to chauffeur me around…right?  

BULL SHIAT. 
I need this.
Game face. Leggo.